I DON'T MEAN THIS AND I DON'T MEAN THAT.

saw some post, i can tell from the way they talk, they are very young. they like me, and just agree with whatever i say. i know everyone has a brain, but please use it, don't be a yesman.

and about the story, i never say it's gonna be bloody every time, i never promise gore every time, may be one day i'll write a stupid story and one day i'll write a love story. the story has no fixed style, and that's why you guys shouldn't expect anything other than : what's up this time.....

no one gives me pressure for my show, i feel good about this. i hate communicating for 80% of my time each day, and i hate explaining for myself. but ... i hate ppl misunderstanding me and i hate people talks like they know what i think. so, i have to come up and explain for myself. it's a neverending cycle that makes me very very sick. i wanna be a DJ in the 80's where there's no internet ...............

i don't like to talk much, but feeling really thank you guys for listening to my stuff and liking it.... instead of anymore BS, here's a 'gift' ....... some photos i forgot to post for weeks.......

BANDSOUNDISBACK

REHEARSAL

WE LOVE HOT POT

we can do this everyday

endy next to me

barry and new cute friend

dirty table by endy

barry and the pot (where did everybody go.....)

endy in the chillout area

okay, i am eating seaweed after tons of fatty food...

everytime we meet, it's either work or eat. everytime i see them i wanna hug them, but then i didn't. i'd like to see my friends more. i'd like to stay less in office. every human needs 3 normal meals a day, does that mean i could meet ppl i wanna see three times a day? no. i ate 4 beef balls and some squid tonite (can't eat too much at late nite, will throw up) becuz i wanna drink tea with my family tomorrow. it's worth it. just a weekend show (and some other stuff) i dunno why i'm so busy. i work fast, but still.....

i don't want a 'hea' show, may be that's the answer. i don't wanna look back when i'm old and seeing myself just laughed my days away.....

these pictures are my medicine then.

keep taking pictures everyone (i don't mean those with victory or peace sign)